to cut or not to cut?

It’s summer.. It’s hot… So much Heat! I can’t take it anymore!

I am seriously thinking of having my  hair cut. As in a really short hair cut, not just the trim-trim kind of thing. I have been long haired for all of my life and I am getting bored with it. Something’s gotta change.

I’ve been looking at Katie Holmes’ and Emma Watson’s pixie haircut for some time now and I’m contemplating on having this on style on my head. For two years (yes, two freaking long years!), I have scoured all hair makeover websites, pasting my face online and trying on different hair styles, but I am not satisfied.

The thing is, firstly, I actually think that I may not be able to pull it off. The pixie haircut, I mean. You see, I’ve got this round chubby face which may not suit short hair. Although my husband insists I look great especially when I seemed to have lost some weight.

Secondly, I’ve got this hair loss dilemma. Everyday, I see a lot of hair strands on my comb, hairbrush, on the floor.. everywhere! I actually have a small bald spot already (I THINK!) SO I don’t know if short hair would make me look balder or bolder. Ugh!

Lastly, my kids think I would  look like a boy. Hmmm…

Maybe I need inspiration. I think I have to think about this for another year.. Argh!!