i'm back...

after almost 2 weeks, i finally came out of hiding and decided to run my fingers across this sticky keyboard of mine.. the past few weeks were grueling, mind-boggling and really exhausting.. actually, i still don't have the energy to blog, but somehow, i managed to steal some time out of my hectic schedule to drop by and say HI to all..

things at the office are getting rough.. some of our so-called friends had turned against us... some agents are talking behind our backs.. my AVP was devastated when he learned about his friend's betrayal.. this resulted to a conference meeting which ended up with a chaotic scene.. i am saddend by the fact that despite being udner one team, in reality, our group has been divided and we are now falling apart..

gone are the days when we used to be only 10 in the team... 5 Analysts and 5 Specialists. gone are the days when we used to gather once in a while to celebrate one's success.. gone are the days when everyone were doing their best to cater our client's business needs...

two yeas later, everything has changed.. the others left, a lot of new faces came... a new structure was built.. but inside this massive structure, an invisible wall separated us.. a wall that sees through everyone's action.. a wall that eventually turns eavesdroppers into "gluttons".. at this point, only the invisible wall is our hope, to learn which one breaks in to destroy the reputation that we have long kept clean...

ahhh.. there's so much i want to say right now.. but somethings holding me back.. i just wish that somehow, the issue in our office would soon be cleared, so everyone of us can work with our heads held up high, with nothing to worry about...