missing my bro...

it's been two months now since i last talked to him in the airport.. it's been two months now since my mom cried bucket of tears because her golden boy Nash had to go abroad.. it's been two months now.. and i really missed him so...

as of this moment, i guess my brother is happily touring the land of milk and honey.. thanks to the world wide web, i can still get in touch with him, without spending a lot of moolah.. thanks to friendster, twitter and yahoo, i still get updated with his love life, social life and work..

gosh... i really miss my li'l bro, Nash.. our annual fiesta is just around the corner and no one is coming home to celebrate it. because Nash is not there.. gone are the days when we all had to adjust our schedules so we could spend time with each other and reunite with other fanily members every 30th of April..

this year, it's gonna be different because me and my sisters are not gonna go home in Pangasinan to celebrate our annual barangay fiesta.. yes, for the very first time, our ancestral house in the province is going to be empty.. what's the point? there would be no visitors coming.. my brother is in the States, my youngest sister Weng have work to do and i also have my work & family to attend to.. my mom won't be coming home either because she had to assist my other sister Jean who is moving in to her new house..

ahhh.. things are different now.. things have changed... things will never be the same again.. it's only now that i realize that it was our brother Nash who have always kept us all together.. it was Nash who had painstakingly exerted all his efforts to bring me and my sisters together despite our differences and constant arguments.. it was Nash who would call our mom & sisters to make sure that we all had taken our medications... it is NASH that always tell us that there is a hopeful and brighter tomorrow..

ahh.. i really miss you a lot, bro.. we hope to see you soon... you take care there, okay? send our kisses to dad.. we love you!! mwah mwah mwah!!