me and my big mouth

Have you ever regretted saying some words that should have not been spoken in the first place? And have you ever felt so down that you cannot do your work because of that ill-feeling? A feeling that keeps on bugging you all day?

right at this moment, i truly regret doing that.. coz it makes me feel like i'm a very bad person..

honestly, i never thought that my co-worker would get mad at me for the words i've said... words that were merely for entertainment's sake.. words that have no meaning at all.. words that should just be ignored.. words that should not be taken as snide remarks..

but i was mistaken.. those simple words were the very reason why my officemate no longer talks to me . i never thought there would come a day that we would be treating each other like complete strangers.. i tried to talk, apologize and patch things up, but my friend just said, "i'm not in the mood" and then walked away... like i never existed..

ahhh... i wish i never said those words.. now i feel like i lost a friend...

yeah, blame me and my big mouth for that.. ugh!