hasta la vista

MP4 Playing: Backstreet Boy's Song:
THE CALL


Let me tell you the story
'Bout the call that changed my destiny

yes.. i received a call from somebody i barely know, was asked a few questions and was proposed with a very tempting offer.. an offer that i'm bound to say YES, if everything would go according to plan..

whew.. this has been a tough week! and i've been to mixed emotions and a lot of ordeal lately... yes, so many that i don't know if the decision i'm gonna make would benefit me and my family..

i've already talked to my husband about this certain "call".. he gave me his two thumbs up.. i asked for my mom's opinion, and she just said the famous line, "kung san ka masaya, suportaan ta ka.."

a few of my colleagues already heard about my "call".. some are positive with it, the others just don't give a damn.. still, the others are still kept in the dark..

just in case every thing goes well with my plan, that "call" will be the turning point of my life.. i know i'm bound to explain to each and every soul i meet the reason i'm accepting that offer.. i know that my enemies would be too pleased... yes, i do have foes.. they still exist.. but i forgave them for whatever they'd done.. i also know that i would shed a river of tears when the "day" comes..

whenever that be, i pray to God that He give me the strength to abide by my decisions, and that He'll tell my friends that they will always be remembered.. i also ask Him for His continuous Guidance on the new path that I will be taking..

i guess, this is it..

i feel "emo" right now.. i can't find the courage to smile or spend some time with my peers.. i prefer to be alone in my nook and contemplate.. maybe, in this way, they will learn to forget soon..

hasta la vista, baby!