how to NOT miss someone...

i'm missing Kristine a lot.. yes.. i miss my best friend..

yesterday, she bade goodbye to us.. she was the last person i saw before i got home.. i was the last person she hugged before she got home..

today, here i am in front of my PC.. instead of answering e-docs and e-tracking the e-mails, i'm actually torturing myself and thinking of ways on how to NOT miss her..

hey.. i sound like a dumped boyfriend!! arghh!!..

anyway.. here are some of the morbid thoughts that's been circling on my mind.. some thoughts on how NOT to miss Kristine..

I will not sit near the Billing Entrance when I take my early morning meal so I won't remember our favorite spot in the canteen.

I will not use the key to our locker even though you did not leave any personal stuff in there.

I will not visit your friendster page so I will not see that you have posted a new picture.

I will not stop in the middle of something just to entertain thoughts of you like if you are blogging or just sitting in front of your computer or teaching Englist to some Korean students..

I will always ask Chipmunk Alvin to stay on your pod so I will not remember that you were the one who sat there before..

I will continue to remind myself that we can never eat at Pao-Tsin again.

I will keep thinking of more and more reasons to not miss you till I ran out of them.

But for now, let me tell you again that I am ok.

All is fine.

I do not miss you at all.

NOT!!

Tintin!! kelan ka uuwi? kelan mo kami bibisitahin dito.. Miss ka na namin!! Miss na kita best friend!!