daydreaming..

Have you ever wondered what our planet looks like in close proximity from the earth's atmosphere?

I tell you, I envy the cosmonauts, astronuats, satellite feeders and all those who were able to take a look at space above earth.. had i pursued my dream of being an astronaut, i guess i would be one of those on board a spacejet and maneuvering a space craft that could take pictures of the heavenly bodies in the universe..

haayy.. been daydreaming again...

yes, i dream a lot while awake.. it's my favorite past time.. it's my way of coping with the things i cannot do, and what i long to do.. daydreaming somehow takes me to places i've always wanted to visit.. daydreaming makes me feel alive..

my daydreams include fantasies about future scenarios and plans, past experiences, memories, and fairy tales.. oh yeah, sexual/passionate fantasies too!

there were times when i just sit back, relax, listen to the sound of the wind, smell the flowers, think of someone i know, and day dreaming starts.. there are also times when i get sick and tired at work, that i suddenly stop typing on the keyboard, flex my muscles and dream that i'm another location (Paris, perhaps!) or on top of the Eiffel Tower, gazing over the world..

and after a couple of minutes, i'll be back to the real world..

early this morning, i was supposed to go to work at 6am, but i remembered that i am on a swap-schedule today.. so i remained lying on my bed, with my son, Kian by my side. he was sleeping soundly, not minding the mosquito that was flying above his thigh. looking at his face, i sighed.. i wondered what the future holds for him.. i began to wonder if he's gonna be an austronaut someday, or a plain John Doe..

yeah.. it's just normal to dream big for your little one, right? oh well, the fact that i'm thinking about my kids' future ain't called daydreaming anymore.. i guess, it's better to call it "preparation.. "

see you around peeps.. will do some daydreaming again ...