blast from the past

i don't usually talk about my exes on my blog.. this is one thing that my cousin, verna noticed when i gave her my URL.. she said, "ang boring mo ha.. ayaw mong magkwento about your past lovers.. di mo ba sila naalala? "

well, i do remember them... once in a blue moon.. it's not that i don't want to talk about them.... i just believed in the old adage that goes like: "what's past is past.. don't look back but look ahead.. when i say BYE, i mean it and i don't want to say Hello again... "

kristine asked me a while ago, "claire, sa isang relasyon ba, pag sinabi mong Tapos na, Tapos na talaga?" .. without giving much thoughts about this, i immediately said "YES, pag sinabi kong ayaw ko na, then It's over...."

pretty lame huh... actually, i've tried giving second chances when i was a neophyte in relationships.. i regreted that... i realized, my heart got broken too many times, that i didn't know if i could pick up the pieces again...

anyway, let me just share the wonderful things i remember with my past boyfriends.. - yabang noh? parang ang dami kong naging dyowa.. nyahaha.. i won't talk much about the negative side coz i want to stay as good friends to them..

donald - first bf in HS.. sweet.. always wrote love letters.. loves singing in church.. made heart-cutouts... gave me a necklace & a rose during  my 18th birthday..  >> we broke up after a year when i went to college..

france - computer addict... practical... not so romantic but loves giving surprises.. best guy buddy..  makulit... >> we just got steady for one sem in college...

ron allan - tall, as in super tall...dark...handsome...uberly romantic... musician... loves painting and composing poems... artistic... got handcuffed with me in a marriage booth during a school fair... soo sweet... funny... >> we broke up after college.. went separate ways - he stayed in pangasinan, i went to pampanga...

walter - rocker... loves funny movies... into loud music-Limp Bizcuit, Metallica, PapaRoach... look-alike ni Simon Soler... funny... great break-dancer... >> we broke up when i transfered to AOL...

dhonz - joker... loves sports - basketball & boxing... movie afficionado... loves making surprises... ladies' man...funny...>> we parted ways after 2 years...

keannu reeves... brad pitt... ben affleck... tom welling...orlando bloom...hugh jackman...huhum.... these are actually my imaginary boyfriends in hollywood... they don't know that i exist.. but i'm a big, big fan.. secretly wishing to spend a night with either of them. awwww....

jake cuenca... albert martinez...sam milby...just a few local celebs that i've got a major crush on...they're simply hot!

F4... tvxq... ken zhu.... kim rae won... lee jun ki.. lee dong wook.. kim jung hoon... takuya kimura... jin akanishi... jun matsumoto... - my asian, korean, taiwanese and japanese lovers.... soooo freakingly hot hot hot!!!

okay... that's all i can say for now.. let me just say thank you to them for being a part of my life and for sharing their hearts with me sometime ago...

and to the one who holds my heart right now - i love you so much honey.. i'm so happy to spend the lifetime with you.. mwahhh...